Viola's Dreamworld

Friday, March 16, 2007

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There's not really much to say about my life but the very basics. To kickstart this, I have included an excerpt of my self-introduction on my Friendster profile:

I'm quite normal (as can be) though some of my friends may beg to differ. My life is totally unpredictable and full of ups and downs, smiles and laughter, peaks and falls- just part of a crazy rollercoaster ride (the question is when will it come to a stop?). My personality revolves around creativity, love, adorance, hugs, secrets, inspiration, motivation, wonder, sharing, neutrality, friendliness, the people in my life, writing, reading, belonging, security, sensitiveness, stubborn-ness, smileys, tears, hugs, quietness, craziness, weakness, singing, dance, celebrities, television, dramas, music, etc.
i'm a total tv,music,dance addict, such that once i get started, i can hardly even stop myself. i hate having my life decided for me by others, i wanna take control! i owe (some of) my godsiblings too much to repay, in a way that i can only do what i deem appropriate, and give them the love and concern i feel they deserve. i grew up reading fairytales, and my ultimate favourite disney princess-story has got to be CINDERELLA. i've always yearned to live a life like cinderella, though it's at times a little hard to imagine if a life that perfect really exists. i have a weakness for anything that's romantic. I BELIEVE IN HAPPY ENDINGS =) snoopy, baby bugs bunny, baby winnie the pooh, too.i can be a little crazy at times, laughing and playing my head off, but i can be very silent and -*shy*- as well. i mostly keep my secrets to myself. it all really depends on the time, place and people.basically, i suppose i'm just a pretty much ordinary girl who fits in with just about anyone. i do not think i'm popular or pretty, but i'm ME, and that's what i think matters most of all.

Is that helpful enough? I doubt so.
So to make this more personal and more, well, written for now (since that introduction above was done two years ago) I shall write a totally new introduction. I give no promises, however, that it'll be as good as the above one (you can tell that I am pretty proud of my work from that).
So, the basics.My name is Fiona as you already know by now, though my surname certainly isn't Hong. Why the reason to change my most beautiful surname (ahh yes) from Cher to Hong? Well I have only my craziness and adoration for a certain Mr. Hong Junyang to thank for that.I'm studying in Anderson JC now (haven't you read the words on the right?!) if that's what you're wondering, and no, it wasn't my dream JC at first. Almost everyone in my previous school aimed for National JC (if we could make it and if we wanted to) and I was no exception.

However, I guess it wasn't Heaven's intention to put me there, so I ended up here.Am I happy in AJC? For now, I guess you could say so. I have the most wonderful classmates and friends, and that's enough to make me content at the moment.

I love writing, as you can tell (that is, if your intelligence quotient is high enough to infer that from all the bulk of words I've posted so far), though my style isn't for everyone. Some critique my work while some say they love my writing...who cares? Not me, really. I'm more interested in the opinions of potential publishers who will give me chances to write my own novel and get it published someday. I have big plans for myself on that note. But while I'm waiting for that day, I welcome all responses on what you feel on my writing style. Just shoot and get it over and done with. =)

I also love dancing, which is something my sister also loves. (Bearbear, let's go for another round of That Girl at a tempo of x2!) However, there's a big difference between our passion for dancing. While she turns her passion into a fully fledged CCA, I let mine remain as a mere interest I indulge in whenever I am free. You can count reading and watching the television a.k.a. the big black box for some of you blur people out there as some of my other interests. Not to forget acting. That would certainly explain why I'm in stageworks, wouldn't it?

Want me to let you in on a very interesting fact?
I live just five minutes from AJ.
I can see all of the jealousy on your faces right now. *evil cackles*

Back to the topic.I guess it's time to branch into my family now. *sigh*
My family: Parents, younger sister, and me.How I would give anything to exchange for a much better family, but alas, that is just not possible.My parents aren't on talking terms and have been acting this way (for many years already) ever since I was young. My sister is a spoilt brat who demands to have everything her way and throws tantrums whenever she doesn't get what she wants.She's someone who spends almost all her time either talking on the phone or chatting online with her friends. Sometimes I really wonder how her voice can take all that chit-chattering without coming down with sore throats every now and then. *glares*But oh well, it's not as though I never knew that life is unfair.

Maybe you're still wondering about that part about my skin on the right. *points* I have, therefore, decided to elaborate before all the questions come pouring in.

Yes, I do abhor my skin, and I am proud to announce that. I believe everyone abhors my skin too, for who would want skin as lousy as mine? People who don't know the facts may think it's because of some problems in my daily skin regime that I am suffering now, but that is SO not the truth. According to my doctor, he credits it to hormones as a major cause. So that basically means there's nothing I can do. I swear I eat more healthy foods than your average Joe (or Sally) and drink more water than all of you, but yet this is the fate I am supposed to accept. And I'm resigned to my fate. Perhaps that's why I abhor who I am. Perhaps if I could have perfect skin like everyone else I'll be much happier than I am. Maybe I'll even be a completely more optimistic person.

You may see me cheerful around in school, but how well do you know me? Can you read my thoughts? Can you fathom what's going on in my mind?

It's all just a facade.
Just like what everyone else does.
The end.
Ask me for more introduction facts if you need them.

-when are you coming back? ;

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First post!

I've thought of using my current blog (rosytears-how much I love you!) for this entire GP assignment, but then decided against it.

After all, there's a line to be drawn between personal life (and feelings) and schoolwork.

-when are you coming back? ;